Day 108

a year ago today my lil kitty, indy, collapsed on my floor. i took him off to the vet not expecting the worst. the vet gave me hope and i left him(indy) with the vet to do some tests & then later exploratory surgery. he ended up having a huge ball(basically) of pus in his belly, which the vet managed to drain....apparently it took a while. i got the call to say all was well....then 15 minutes later another call to say he had gone into cardiac arrest and needed to be put down. sad day. bad mother.
it took me over a week to go and pick him up and bury him. amazingly i am still in the same house (i don't seem to stay in flats for so long) so the memory was def more real than if i had been somewhere else......rip lil indy boy